It was the fall of 1995
when my Mom was called to be with the Lord.
As much as
I considered the beautiful Black Hills of South Dakota as
God's Country, this trip was more of a time of reflection
and sadness than one of sight seeing.
I was over a thousand
miles away from my family back in Southern
California. I was there just a couple of days when on
Monday, October 30, my spirit became very heavy and I had
to urgently get back home to California. My friends and
family had all told me that it was impossible for me to fly
back at this time, since all of the flights at the airport were not
only delayed but that they were all canceled today due to the very
bad weather that was caused by the snow, rain and fog.
I have learned
firsthand from all the countless past adversities that
we each have to go through what we call "slices of
our life". There are no such things as a accident or
coincidence that happen to each one of us in our lives,
including this one today. And that there is no greater meaning
to this divine truth than those times that requires each
one of us to have great faith.
God has this
incredible way of shaping each one of our precious lives,
so that we will faithfully turn to Him and put our total trust
in Him no matter how overwhelming our circumstances
may seem to us. And for me, this day was no
different.
I knew I had to put all my
faith and courage in a supernatural God and the
supernatural blessings that He has promised each one of us,
even though I could not visibly see them at first.
I knew not to base my
faith on the fears and doubts of
what others could visibly see and believe in the physical and
natural world around us.
I prayed with a heavy
heart and a faithful spirit and asked God to make it
possible for me to go back home this day.
I knew in order for me
to please God that I had to not only believe with
unwavering faith but that I had to act on what I
believe.
So you see, it isn't enough just to have
faith. You must also do good to prove that you have it. Faith that
doesn't show itself by good works is no faith at all-it is dead and
useless." James 2:17
The good Lord has always
taught me that if you're going to pray for rain, then you
better act on it and carry an umbrella with you everywhere you go.
And never worry about what the faithless think about your
behavior; just worry about what God thinks.
So I ignored what
anyone else would do who did not want their behavior to
appear crazy and irrational with what seemed like blizzard
conditions outside.
I called for a
taxi cab to take me to the airport.
I'm sure
the taxi service thought that it was very
unusual for anyone to call them hoping that they were going to
catch a flight out today.
But I was not dealing with
the natural realm of man, but in the
supernatural realm of God.
The drive to the airport
was so bizarre not seeing any traffic.
I thanked the taxi driver
for dropping me off at the airport. It was freezing and miserable
outside so I quickly started walking towards the welcoming and
warm embrace inside the airport terminal.
Even though it was normal
to see so much vastness of open space at an commercial airport,
I only noticed just a handful of people there. They seemed so quiet
in their demeanor and conversation, like we were at a public library
and it was rude to talk out loud. It looked so eerie to see and
experience so much emptiness of sound from people everywhere I
looked.
It looked like a
barren wasteland seeing all the parked commercial
airplanes outside and the absence of human life inside. It
seemed strange not hearing the normal crowds of people talking,
laughing, and crying as they normally would be welcoming their
loved ones coming in or seeing their loved ones
off.
The place was so quiet
that it seemed like you were visually walking through a
huge empty vacuum void of any sound or life.
It was surreal.
I could not help thinking
about the very few people that I could see and how this
scene looked like something that came straight out of the movie
"Left Behind".
It made me start wondering
if these people were faith based and were also here praying and
hoping to see their loved one's walk through the terminal gates
any minute, even though their were no planes
visibly landing or taking off.
Or were they going to be
like the faithless people in the dramatic movie "Left Behind" where
all the people who did not believe in God were tragically
left behind everywhere, including at the airports, when
our Lord and Savior returned. They could not believe
what had happened to them as most of their loved one's
disappeared to heaven to be with God. So they just stand waiting,
hoping for a second chance at redemption.
I knew that no matter
what our present circumstances were or no matter what spiritual
level that we were presently at in our faith walk with
God, He has a way of shaping each one of our
lives so that each one of us would faithfully turn to
Him.
We turn to Him so that we
may all fulfill one of our sacred purposes in our lives by
glorifying God to all others by reassuring them that
He is always close to those who are crushed in spirit and He will
mend their broken hearts.
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he
rescues those who are crushed in spirit."
Psalm 34:18 NLT
I started to look
for someone who worked at the airport who could give me any
updated information on the current weather conditions. I wanted
to see if God had already answered my prayer of going back home
to California today.
I found one of the
very few people that were still standing behind one of the
airline counters and without asking me what flight or airline I was
on, she kindly told me that all the flights were canceled today due
to the bad weather.
I decided to
start walking to the very large room where all the current
flight schedules and information were posted on the rows of
monitors above our heads. I was hoping that the kind lady behind the
airline counter had made a mistake because God was going to
give me a ride home today.
As I walked into the area
that gives everyone the current status on every airplane that was
coming in or taking off, every monitor I looked at echoed the
same message, only confirming what the airport employee had already
said.
At first it was a little
disturbing to see the repeated message of "Flight Canceled" on
every monitor as I looked up.
I knew that I needed to
find a place to pray, and everywhere I looked there were rows of
empty seats.
It was so effortless for me
to physically find an isolated spot with a beautiful
view looking through the huge window where you
could stare off at the lonely and strange unison of all the parked
and unmoving airplanes outside on this very cold and unforgiving
October day.
Again Satan's voice of
doubt was trying to peck away at my armor of faith by reminding me
why all the flights were canceled and why no airplanes were taking
off today.
I knew that God always
answers our prayers, and many times the answer is not a no, but for
us to faithfully have the patience to wait.
So I sat down and I started
to pray the prayer of faith. Then I told God that He knew the
heaviness of my heart for me to go back home to California;
not tomorrow but today.
I told God that I am
not going to listen to anyone who thinks that I am acting
foolish and that I must be blind for not seeing the
bad weather conditions that were in front of my
eyes.
I told God that I
loved Him no matter what happens. Whether He wanted me to
stay or leave, I would be obedient to His Divine Will either
way.
I told God that I was
going to wait. I would just sit here and talk with
Him until He gave me a sign.
I closed my eyes from
staring back at the bad weather that was directly in front of
me; as if it was trying to create doubt in me and
trying to get me to reason with my rational mind to just call a
taxi cab to take me back into town.
Then I started to
praise and thank God for answering my heartfelt prayers by
taking me back home to California today. Again and again
I praised Him for this.
I thanked Him for never
leaving me or forsaking me one time.
It was so quiet. It seemed
like almost an hour had flew by. I was still deep in
prayer when I had been startled by a very loud
voice that came over the airport speakers. At this point I
was almost surprised that it was not the voice of
God.
What this person said
next brought excitement to my heart.
The person said
that they have a slight break in the weather where the clouds
have just opened up and that there was a window of opportunity
of just a few minutes for anyone leaving on one particular
flight that was leaving immediately.
I hopefully looked down at
my plane ticket and I was so consumed with joy that it was my
flight that was leaving as soon as possible.
I thanked God as I quickly
rose up blissfully from my seat feeling the loving embrace of
God's grace that He had opened the clouds and answered my heartfelt
prayers...
"And tell him, Blessed is the one who does not
lose his faith in me." Luke 7:23
In my faith walk with God, I have discovered just
how important it is to give all the glory to the Miracle
Worker Jesus for the miracles that He blesses us with, and
not give all the praise just to the miracle itself...
I believe most of us know
that what separates a parent from a child is that a parent will
be accountable for their choices and they will ask themselves the
question "what if?" before they do something.
I found that it is no
different for God to expect a person of faith to ask the same
question to themselves.
What if I did not act on my
faith to call for a taxi cab to take me to the
airport that fateful day?
What if I would have given
into the intense peer pressure from everyone else that was saying
that I would be foolish and blind to go to the airport when all the
flights were canceled that day...?
God wants us to
understand that our destiny is blessed by the choices that we make
today.
Would my faith and my
praise to God be as strong as it is today?
How many times has God
faithfully blessed us by opening the clouds in each one of our
lives, and we never showed up to receive them?